January 2010
December 2009
I AM ACCEPTING DONATIONS TOWARDS MY TAXI RIDE HOME...
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Delusions are false beliefs or misinterpretations of events & their significance. For instance, a person may get accidentally bumped in the subway & may conclude that this is a Government plot to harass him. He may be awakened by noise from his neighbors apartment & may decide this is a deliberate attempt to interrupt...
Love will be the death of me. Love is so fickle,...
“Now you’re here and everything we touch explodes, bursts into bloom or burns to...”
– Henry Rollins (via suzywire)
“In order to act, you must be somewhat insane. A reasonably sensible man is...”
– Georges Clemenceau
I’m sorry I’ve been so dull lately, guys. I’m in the process of coming out of a fog. Forgive me.
There were mysterious shadows and a whisper of someone’s passing on. He was never good with words; it was hard to tell if his cracked lips were due to the nervous biting he often resorted to, or lack of water. Perhaps it was a mixture of the two because lately the stress had caused him to forget to drink water, to eat properly. His cheek bones were more prominent than usual. If you got close...
Wrapped inside my ribs in a sea black with ink. I...
2010
I decided calling them “New Years Resolutions” would give them a bad name, because they always end up broken. But I am, however, going to make changes.
No more smoking. No cigarettes, no weed. No more destroying my precious lungs.
No more drugs period (this isn’t including alcohol and caffeine- will still use those in careful moderation)
Stretch daily/every other day.
No more...
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I deleted all my old q & a’s on accident. So! Ask me all your heart’s desires. http://formspring.me/brainailment
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Are you happy?
At the moment? Yes.
Ask me all your heart’s desires.
repost- but edited.
“Are you keeping up with this?” All these numbers on the walls have her all fucked up. She’s slurring and stuttering and stammering but as soon as it hit she settled in content. The stars spun and dangled from the wires the one from above held on so loosely. She knew they were being loosely held onto because every few minutes one would fall from the sky into her arms. Life hit her fast and it hit...
"She trusts me, her hand gentle, the longlashed...
I feel as if everyones’ words are much more beautiful than my own. Some day I hope to find the beauty in my words. I hope I don’t run out of things to say. And if I do, that I can find beauty in silence. And others can see that silence can be just as valuable; that I am valuable.
“‘History,’ Stephen said, ‘is a nightmare from which I am...”
– Ulysses
“Like him was I, sloping shoulders, this gracelessness. My childhood bends beside me. Too far for me to lay a hand there once or lightly. Mine is far and his secret as our eyes. Secrets, silent, stony sit in the dark palaces of both our hearts: secrets weary of their tyranny: tyrants willing to be dethroned.
I know that feeling. My childhood bending beside me, but too far for me to...
“This race and this country and this life produced me. I shall express myself as...”
– James Joyce, Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man
I go in and out of wanting to be on tumblr. Today I just am out of everything. I may try to write something, so if I’m on here later in a foul, depressive state, it means I hate what I’ve written.
“Some people pass through your life and you never think about them again. Some...”
– The Wonder Years (via littlemiss) (via pacificocean) (via teatime-with-nikki)
“Your battles inspired me - not the obvious material battles but those that were...”
– James A. Joyce
And now I realize no one was put on this earth to save me. No one can save me. My only hope is myself and right now I can’t stand myself. I hate being in the same room as myself. I hate looking into the mirror and seeing my reflection. I hate that there is nothing left in my eyes.
i think i should just die tonight.
you suddenly complete me.
I am nervous because I get to spend the day with ~him~ and possibly the night. I just wish everyone could understand exactly how I feel towards him so that I don’t feel so crazy.
love come save me.
“Do you fall in love often? Yes, often. With a view, with a book, with a dog, a...”
– Gut Symmetries by Jeanette Winterson (via bottomfuckingline) (via nostalgicdreams) (via milktrees) (via citysparkle)
“You don’t know what you mean to me.”
– Dilemma by Nelly & Kelly Rowland (via lyricallysomething) (via quote-book) (via teatime-with-nikki)
oh, and i want to get high.
i.am.tired.
Bold all the things you did in 2009
Payed for someone who said they would pay you back but never did.
Lied about where you were.
Discovered a new musician.
Made something for a friend.
Got a new phone.
Got a new iPod/Zune/Mp3 player.
Watched three or more episodes of Saturday Night Live.
Made fun of someone.
Created a tumblr.
Flew on a plane for the first time.
Spoke in front of 15 people or more.
Met someone in...